Recently, I was reading Logan’s blog when something unexpected happened. In a moment, my eyes were opened. I saw my life with clarity—and I realized what was wrong.
I wasn’t in Kansas anymore.
Like the land of Oz, there are many good people here at RR. Some are like the Tin Man, who always did have a beautiful heart. Others are like the Cowardly Lion, whose bravery was hidden beneath a soft exterior. Still others are like the Scarecrow, who had better “thinks” than he thought. But like Dorothy—and through no fault of the wizard—there’s just nothing in his bag for me.
And I had accepted that. God doesn’t owe me anything. There is no promise of happiness. And it’s not about me anyway—it’s about Jesus. While all that remains true, I believe I have found my way home.
Some time ago, I visited a certain Baptist church. The music was average, as was the preaching. Certainly not enough to leave behind the church and the people I had come to know. But recently, I felt prompted to return. This time, I attended a Sunday school class.
The people welcomed me like a long-lost friend—not unusual for a group of believers. But as the class went on, I noticed something deeper: we shared a thirst for God’s Word. A hunger to understand its history, idioms, and motifs. A willingness to explore different perspectives as we work through the Scriptures together.
If you haven’t seen it yet—this is who I am. Like a mother, reading and rereading her son’s letters after he’s fallen in war—longing to know the heart behind his words—so I search the Scriptures to know the heart of my Lord.
This takes nothing away from the people I’ve come to know and love. We each love God in our own way. We love each other with the love of Christ. And no matter where we are, we are still one Body in Him.
Eccl 3:1-8
Thank you for sharing your heart with us. And I don’t mean simply in this post. You have a special place in our hearts Neil, we love you! I knew this day was coming, and although I will miss seeing you routinely, I am so very excited for you to find your next season. Your pursuit of Jesus and sharing him with others through your life IS what matters. May you find beautiful community – and many new blessings in the journey. You will remain a forever friend, let’s stay in touch ❤️
Thank you, Luci. That means so much to me. You and Scott are two of the most beautiful people I’ve met since coming to Texas. I absolutely want to keep our friendship alive!
Neil, this letter is absolutely beautiful. It is bitter sweet. As Luci said so beautifully, just because we will not see you weekly does not mean we won’t ever see you again! You are a very special brother in Christ and He has you in His mighty Hands! May the Lord bring you true fulfillment in Him in this next season! Keep in touch, Love you Neil💜
Thank you, Rachel. As I’ve said before, you have a beautiful heart. You are a blessing and an inspiration to many. If I don’t stay in touch, come pound on my door. 🙂 I love you too.
Thank you Neil!!!! You know I will!!!!!!!😂😂😂
Beautifully said, Neil! You have a very special place in my heart….❣️ Sue
Than you, Sue!
All my best wishes on the next step of spiritual journey. We will miss seeing you.
Thank you, Kristi. I will be stopping by.